Ash in My Mouth
Every Kiss
Every touch
Every glance from another
Every time
that I try
Why do I even bother
You can not be replaced
You can not be remade
You can not fathom how hard this is for me
You can flip it off
Like a light inside your head
But for me it’s every other
That I wish you were instead
Is your head upon a chest
That is somewhere else than mine
Are you laughing with another
And killing all your time
This is all I think
As I lay with them in bed
Cause you are all I want
For less my heart is dead
Every touch
Every glance from another
Every time
that I try
Why do I even bother
You can not be replaced
You can not be remade
You can not fathom how hard this is for me
You can flip it off
Like a light inside your head
But for me it’s every other
That I wish you were instead
Is your head upon a chest
That is somewhere else than mine
Are you laughing with another
And killing all your time
This is all I think
As I lay with them in bed
Cause you are all I want
For less my heart is dead
